Hi, it's Annalisa again. Believe it or not I'm actually in the gym. Yeah...(sigh) I know it took me a while to motivate myself, but I’m here now and that’s what counts...God I can’t believe I’m saying that.

It’s early afternoon on a Monday, and I thought it would be good to start the week out right and get...maybe (pant) a little exercise, especially with the way Declan’s been pampering me lately…(gasp, pant) which I am not complaining about by the way.

Ooo..(pant) it’s just that I've gained almost 10 pounds in a month. Not the end of the world...but I’ve never gained so much weight so fast before...and I am getting tired of (pant) having to buy new clothes all the time.

Well...not really, I love shopping. I think it’s something more than that. I mean I can understand packing on the pounds during quarantine, but that’s (gasp) been over for a while.

Don’t get me wrong I love my softer body and my curves, and it’s not like I want to be skinny...it’s just that I thought my weight would sort of level off by now, and I (pant) really don’t need to be getting any bigger than I already am. Although...God...I do (gasp, pant) feel sexy...sometimes I just don’t know what I want.

Maybe it’s the climate around here...yeah I think that’s it. It’s so hot all the time you literally can’t go outside during the day, like at all. I’ve been hitting the drive-thrus a lot, as I’ll use any excuse I can not to leave the air conditioning of my car if I can help it. Of course, my biggest problem, if I can call that, is I(gasp) love eating so much and I love the heavenly turned on feeling I get from being super full…(gasp)..ohhh, god...but even I’ll admit I can overdo it sometimes...but you'll have to just see what happens...but I hope you don't mind that I've gained, and I hope you tell me you like it....