The Life I Didn't Notice

Lilly Fiels is 49 and dying—again. Only this time, she’s dying of guilt.

Manhattan’s most sought-after architect had it all: the towering career, the apartment with a skyline view, and a life curated to look flawless. But when a devastating car crash rips away her soulmate, Lazlo, Lilly’s perfectly constructed world collapses into rubble.

Revived after a near-death experience, Lilly is thrust into the harsh glare of her unfinished life. Back in a broken body and a fractured spirit, she’s forced to confront the wreckage of her choices. Her only solace is the haunting memory of Lazlo’s voice whispering in the void: “Reach up, Lil. You’re almost there.”

The Life I Didn't Notice Trilogy is a raw, emotional excavation of one woman’s journey through loss, redemption, and the beautifully imperfect nature of love. Blending searing honesty with moments of dark humor, this trilogy is a brutal reminder that love isn’t the fairy tale we wish for—it’s the battlefield we survive.